she is the one and only kai lin. kai lin sometimes also goes by the name DancingSheep.
kai lin is 14 in the year 2008 but will be 15 at 0000 25062008. kai lin is currently studying in nanyang girls' high
school.
6:21 PM
Friday, July 25, 2008
{found my way, will you guide me through?} so much talk about branch and rocks, but nth done to mend broken hearts. it hurts so badly. i am afraid to hear what you have to say, afraid that you will hurt me more than you already have. TODAY WAS OUR SELF PROCLAIMED, UNPLANNED, ATTRACT ATTENTION DAY! we did so many things to malu ourselves. hahaha, WELL, FINE. we dont act our age. but somebody should really start doing that, if she wants a bright future. next time you cross the line little miss, it would be more than just super loud gagging sounds and AHEM AHEM, when we walk pass you missy. and yeah, try to tame that rolling eyes of yours, they are not exactly safe behind those spects horr. anyway, WEEKENDS BAYBEH! YAAAAAAAAAAY!!! =) bloody stupid chem practical 2moro. kanasai. you make me happy. =)
7:33 PM
Thursday, July 24, 2008
{i cant stop now. can i?} hello. i love recess. i hate school. i dread tomorrow. i want to lie down at an open field with my darlings, and just laugh the days and nights away. i want to ask you so many things, but i feel as tho i should not. i want YOU to stop talking shit. i want filthy butts off the round table. i want to kick the fucker. i am supposed to go do my work now. ily.
6:08 PM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
{you make me feel smaller than i already am} i suddenly feel so weak, actually since the geog thing. my eyes felt heavy and i feel sooo moody. am i sick? haiyooh. i dont want to be sick. =( i have finally realized, how stupid i am. i hate myself for being so stupid. i have many things to say. bt not here. i dont know where also. stupid illusions. i am sick. bye bye.
7:45 PM
Monday, July 21, 2008
{let me twist your head the way you twist your words, only then will you know how much it hurts} TODAY IS RACIAL HARMONY DAY! what an irony. oh yeeeaaahh, our last one. =( sad sad. but nonetheless, i think this year rocks. hahaha. =) i love dressing up dayss. so yes, met marlili so early in the morning, then poooof, we set off to schoool. upon reaching school, i fell upon a sight which scared the shit out of me. EEEEEKS. and bla bla, put on sari, bla bla. i got enuf of talking. here's the pictures yo. not all tho. go my shutterfly for the rest aite? =) meet the rembat gang. we are so ready to kill you. staying true to who we are. stuupid hair. yeah, good books. good books. dont mess with our haaaaair!
sexy butt. preeeeettyy ladies. D,F,H. WAHAHAHA. HAHAHAHA. this picture is the funniest. and yeah, we didnt take that much pictures tho. but yay! we all looked hot. hahaha, puji diri? maybe. =) so after that, we made our way to marina square to seek peace for our hurt souls. and nth can cure a broken like yummy food can! since there was 7 of us, we had to sit at two tables. table 1 - the live to eat group table 2 - the eat in moderation group members of table 1 : *horrendous hafiza *malicious marlia *zany zakiyyah *notorious nurul members of table 2 : *excellent elle *noticable nabila *notable nadzirah the awesome table 2, eat like demure young ladies. we had so much fun! HAHAHA, ok fine, we were like pigs. forever taking refills. waaaahliaaooo, there was so much meat and and praaaawns and AAAAH! FOOOOD! anyways. here are the picts:
table two. aha aha. tsk tsk tsk. look at table one. tsk tsk. but yeah, we all ended up like bloated balloons. GRR! and yeaps, we had tremendous loads of fun. the company was great! can i ever ask for more? NOOOOO. we have been too nice for too long. im serious, dont hurt us anymore. oh wait, how could you hurt even more? its beyond the limit already. ha.ha. i am so excited. i dont want to hear a word no more. yeaps. last words for you : fuck the shitheads that you blurt out when you forget what a neccessity we are in order for your fucking happiness to continue in a place called cedar. bitches beyond words. hypocritical. i want you to be hurt when you read this. fucking bitches. read this, and feel guitly. go on call your fucking friends and complain, how irritating we are. AS FUCKING ALWAYS, we are wrong. have you been in the wrong? fucking hell no. no no no. ALL YOU CAN SAY, YOU ALL YOU ALL YOU ALL. you know why? coz you are not FIT to be one of US. segregation. huh, cliques. BIGGER HUH. fuck you man. four years of tolerating your nonsense, always accepting we are in the wrong, now i will show the stupid side of me, where you wont get to see anymore smiles. dont threaten me with image, coz for all i fucking care, you ruined yours when you said that of us. crazy fucking hypocritical bitches. vulgar huh? nth can be more vulgar than when somebody push all the blame on you, when you know you did not do it. i would like to end this post with three words: FUCK YOU BITCHES.
7:06 PM
Sunday, July 20, 2008
and did i mention i have pretty clips now? heehee.
5:14 PM
{dont ask me why. i have a fascination with that leafy thing. blueks.} anyway. i have an interesting story to share with all. let me just call it, "chicken over morals" so today, is another of the days where there is bound to be no food at home as mummy wont be fighting with the pots and pans. so when at madrasah, there was a bengkel zakat where there was free food! soooo, i asked ustazah if i could have one. and she said yes! so looking at the other's food, half of it was chicken and the other half was rice. BLACK PEPPER CHICKEN RICE. and so i took a packet, and went back to class to put it on my table. then got this stupid fat black girl, she ask me: "ooiii, got rice ah?" "yeah, you want?" "can ah." and so i willingly went to the farfar table to get her rice for her. "here you goo." "thanks ah." and so i went to pray. when i came back, i saw my food on my table. so i happily went to check it out. BUT JENG JENG JENG, i was horrified when i lifted the lid of the styrofoam box. i could not believe my eyesssss!! the vision of a perfectly packed ckicken rice, was instantly replaced by the sight of cucumber being moved, rice being disturbed and worst of all, THE CHICKEN'S POPULATION REDUCED BY 80%!! then it occured to me, the stupid fat black girl, ate my chicken too. so much for being nice!! and yeah, so i went home. i am gg to study now. yes yes. =)
1:16 PM
Saturday, July 19, 2008
{big fat ass}
yes, that is what you think it is. uzap. uzap. uzap. pls zap away all my babats. i cnt stand them anymore. i am growing so damn fat as the damn second pass by. wtf. what the hell is wrong with the sch now? how come no more jogging? how come i can sleep during pe? HOW COME?! what happened to the days where i would dread jogging but then sweat my ass off after the jog? what happened to the pe where i would feel like an ultimate loser for wanting to stop running that faaaaarking second? and parade. howley cow. i used to be PERIT! i cannot stand the rounds and rounds and roounds. oh god. i must have been damn fit. now going up the seee-tuuu-pit stairs is like running marathon. wtffff. i am fat. oh my god. ok enuf of prawns. i actually stopped myself from gobbling down the stupid cereal prawns at chai chee seafood yesterday. OH OH OH! i saw wellie thereee!! hahaha, i dint want to malu myself when i turned to my left so i called her to ensure it was really her, then wave back. ahahaha, then guess whatttt? umbrigde was there too! with her whole family! HAHAHA, so fun! 'cedar reunion' - elle tusya. ok, so rhd on monday. thank god shalini can supply the sari. YAY! =) more pictures more pictures! i love dressing up day. oh yes, got ndp. =) oook, i did my maths wkst this morning, so i refuse to do anymore maths for at least 4 hrs. i am planning to get mre intimate with stalin and hitler and know them inside out. kanasai man these ppl, we hv to study them. haiyo. and the uzap thing is killing me. so painful my tummy. so itchy smore!! aaaah! andmysariwouldbeblue.yay!blueblue!=) and i wana die. big fat ugly os, get out of my face.
10:34 PM
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
{Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken? Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken? Don’t I make you laugh? Should I try it harder? Why do you see right through me?}
3:16 PM
Sunday, July 13, 2008
{its a gay day.} helloo. tho i hate madrasah like crazy, the ppl there makes it all worth it. HAHAHA, guess whaaat? the floor is very smooth, so what do you do when you are covered from head to toe? you ruuuuuuun, den you sliiiiiidddeeee! HAHAHA, i was doing that. alot alot of times. unfortunately, one of the times, i lost balance and was rolling all the ground. at the very same time, pakcik pakcik baru habis sembahyang came down the stairs. so yeah, they saw a blue whale rolling on the floor. damn funny i tell you. then otw hm, it raaaained and pooof, was wet. heehehe, today was a fun madrasah day. all ryte, i soo got to buck up. im gona studdyy peeps. geog test geog test. aiyaiyai. and one more thing, i hope you get food poisoning. wakakaka. and another one more thing, you are one funny little creature. hahaha. =)
11:30 PM
Saturday, July 12, 2008
{are they important to you? if so, how much?} i dont like feeling like this. i hate seeing them. i hate the sight of them. i hate listening to them. and most importantly, im not jealous of them. at all. its just pure hatred. here's for all of YOU, i hate you.
7:18 PM
olaaa! =) its saturrdaaayyy. i lurrveee staurddaaayyysss. i want manymanymany moreee staurrdaaayysss coz saturrrrddaaayysss make me goo crrrraaazzzzyyyyy. ok, that was really whiny. anyways, i slept so bloody damn late last nyte, with and empty stomach and a few wounds on my palm and wrist. relax relax, it wasnt a suicide attempt. had to help dear dear big bro shift his onethingtoomany to my uncle's. it was a horrible process, also since no food had made their way to my small intestines since recess as my tummy was empty. so empty that i can hear the echo of my blood rushing. "whooosh, whoosh, whooosh, whoosh." aha. and sooo, coz of the late night sleep, i hate a late morning wake. supposed to go to sch for sm physics 3-on-1 circuits thingy but nooo, i had no motivation to. so yes, i ended up forcing my lids open at around 0930 prime time. hahaha, i hear that alot on the news. then i followed "my plan for saturday" except for the english part cz i didnt bring my FYS hm. so yay, no guilt feeling over there. finished my diff and int worksheet! yay! i shall indulge myself further in chemistry, physics and geog. GEOG TESST. can can, no, must must! and GUESS WHAT, i was washing the dishes, then i accidentally looked out my window and i saw THE BLACK KNIGHTS (i think) FORMING THE HEART SHAAAAAAAAAAAAAPE!! WOOHOOO!! and i screaaaamed at the top of my lungs and summoned every living being to the window to experience the magic of loveeee. hahaha, and i got so reminded of how egggg-cited i was when i saw for the first time during the previewww. i wana turn back time to that exact moment again. tsk! ok dah, i want to go do my karangan now. heeheehee. cikgu, saya akan cuba menjadi pelajar seperti mana cikgu idamnkan. kalau tak menjadi, halalkan ajerlah eh. ok bye. =)
8:29 PM
Friday, July 11, 2008
my blog skin updates are not done yet, have to go help ZEE MAJESTY clear his stuffs. adios. eh you, big enuf my picture? HAHAHA. =)
5:51 PM
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
{give me a reason} why should i stick around? why should i even care? coz right now, i dont think i want to anymore. its tiring, very tiring. if you know what i mean, you wont be asking me about thi today, there is parade. AHAHA, gone were the days where we could only say that.. i should learn to let go. there are many things ahead of me in life. soon, it would be bye bye cedar. and hello world. it never fails to make me sad when i think of all the ppl i would have to let go coz life denies us to be together. hahaha, OK ENUF. bye ppl, study time. wthhhhhhhhhhh.
2:46 PM
Monday, July 07, 2008
{im sorry.} i might have said too much. i might have caused too much damaged. but i want you to know, i had our interest at heart.
8:55 PM
Sunday, July 06, 2008
{ya ya papaya} YAY! finally all the picts are up. oh wait wait. for the rest of EXPRESS YOURSELF DAY PICTURES! for the rest of NDP PREVIEW PICTURES! ok, so yes. friday was be yourself day! it was wonderful manzxzxz. retro babe, retrooo. here some highlighted picturess. =) miss lim in old PE tee, damn cute! kay wei teh starrr! what? smelly armpit? HAHAHA. the class of superstarss. miss ng in full cedar uni. OMG. who else but sammy bammy. ta da ku cha cha. ta da ku cha cha! walk the walk, and talk the talk. malay class oi. me and my grapes. WAKAKAKA.
nurul's hand socks. its been a while. =) miss chin in her nanyang uni and fiona in her girliest moments. i completely adore this picturee, awww! the lalat and the bug. nabila... aiyo. HAHAHA. look at ira. part c spects oi. CHERYL'S SHOE! specialists went wild. HAHAHA, marlia's flying kick got me BEGGING FOR MERCY. centre parting was in ok. 5th picture. i still dont get it. tsk! HAHAHA! dont look closely. HAHAHAHA. again, what was i thinking? MUACKS!
CHARLIE LOVE. pistol kebang-bang. " i used the rest to fund your butt lift"
HAHAHA. yupp, that was fridayy, NOW ITS TIME FOR SATURDAYY! it was NDP preview. so here goes! we played pool lah sey. FAKE! FAKE! the cursed blue ball. WHEEPEE! =) a heavenly sip. check out their faces. hahaha. yess. shades. lets reach out for the skyyy! Finally! WHOOPEEE!
vogue oi. suck suck lolli! our second NE show. HAHAHA. umbrella closed! umbrella opened! patriotic oi. sang pi, banana. amazing. suuuuuuuu-weeeeeet. cool heh? oh my giddy. classic shot. going bananas. what a great way to end the day. all ryte ppl. thats all i gots to say, life has been good. now let the books and notes come back. kanasai. and haha, i was waaaaay past my bedtime. pfft.